still wack.
it's hard to open my heart once more. well, actually, it's hard to close my heart 'cause it has always been open for a single person.
but i think it's time i realize how many daggers i've ran through other people's hearts just trying to keep them from entering mine. i've always been afraid of getting close to guys whom i think i can get along with. that was my mistake.
just this morning, i was talking with a friend. i was at ease with him. somehow, i felt a tingle - a sensation i never wanted to feel. i thought i could get away with it. i was completely ignoring him the past few weeks, thinking that they might make us an issue. and honestly, i don't want "those" days to come back and haunt me over and over again.
just thinking about it makes me cry. but i'm not going to cry again because I'M NOT STUPID...
only not smart enough to control my feelings...:(
but i think it's time i realize how many daggers i've ran through other people's hearts just trying to keep them from entering mine. i've always been afraid of getting close to guys whom i think i can get along with. that was my mistake.
just this morning, i was talking with a friend. i was at ease with him. somehow, i felt a tingle - a sensation i never wanted to feel. i thought i could get away with it. i was completely ignoring him the past few weeks, thinking that they might make us an issue. and honestly, i don't want "those" days to come back and haunt me over and over again.
just thinking about it makes me cry. but i'm not going to cry again because I'M NOT STUPID...
only not smart enough to control my feelings...:(
posted by yayam at
2:33 AM
2 Comments:
grabe. nagstick jud sa one.
ako bitaw kay bisan unsaun nako ug forget, naa jud gihapon mabilin na feelings for past loves. hehe. ex: si *toot* hehe :P basta.. lisod mawala lang tanan...
yam, okey ra na...it only shows that you are human because you are able to feel the pain...
those hurtful experiences will help you learn and grow to become better.
just don't be manhid ha?? and don't close your doors to other guys kay basin masirad-an si mr. right ug apil..hehe
use your heart or mind at the right place and at the right time.
:)
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